it's not rocket science;

 

I've decided to sleepover at my darling ugly god sister plus bff during the weekend. Just a quick destress from this busy packed schedule that i have in organizing and planning for my engagement in about one month time. Finally a quality time with her. Someone whom i can call my 'childhood' friend or is it 'teenagehood' friend? Whatever it is, I feel like i've shared most of my dreams, secrets and stories with her. The only person whom i really confide to. No matter how many friends i have, she's the one whom i always share with most.

It really feels good to get out and hang out with my old friend and just talk about things that we've dream of having when we're older. So fun reminiscing the good old times when we're fourteen. You know, talking about girls stuff pertaining to boyfriend, marriage, kids. Yes we talked about all that when we were just fourteen. And now we're already twenty two, living the life. Not exactly what we dreamed of but i am very sure we're pretty much blessed and contented with what we have now.

In about one month time, I'm getting engaged and when she keep saying that she couldn't believe it (neither could i) I realised how much we've grown. We've seen each other flaws, weakeness, strengths and everything else (not the censored part though, LOL!). We quarrel/fight/argue alot too but still we're so close like a real sibling.

No matter how big the steps we're taking, we always know that we have each other to go through it together. And i'm also very thankful for having such beautiful friend to go through this phase. While In the midst of preparing for my  'big day', I'm glad i did spend time with her and just talk about all kind of things.Yeah (:

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Pheww that's quite a touchy post right? Heee!

Right now, i'm blogging at this wee hour because in one day time (considering now is 15th) his family will be coming over to ask for my hand of marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am excited yet scared and nervous and all mixed feelings!! I mean it's really happening?! Oh gosh! I thought i'm gonna handle this very well but no! I'm freaking out! It's not only his parents will be coming but his grandparents and aunties/uncles too? I don't know how many people coming but I am damn sure my mother will ask  me to be 'wanita melayu terakhir'! hahah! Must serve drink, food blablabla and one thing i'm scared off, i lost my balance and drop the tray or i'll shiver while carrying the tray! Oh man, wild imagination huh? ;p

Oh god, i hope things will turn out smoothly this Wednesday and also during the engagement ceremony. I know it's not wedding yet, i probably freak out like 10x worst than now if it were to be wedding ceremony! hahah! I bet some will think i'm exaggerating but really. This is my first and i really didn't know what to expect... seriously you guys.

*breathe in, breathe out and count to ten*

Phewww, i guess i shall head to bed now before i blabber the 'so tak perlu' things. Goodnight fellas (;

 

Xoxo, Nurifa Elferra

 

 

I am beyond excited plus happy plus everything positive right now! Too much going on but all i can say is that i am so so blessed! I am so thankful that our family accept us with an open arms and agree to the decision that we've made. It's a big step for us and this is just another new phase for us to go through. I hope Allah will make our journey as easy as possible for us to go through till our not so 'big' day yet.

It is definitely BIG for us but not as BIG as tying the knot just yet. Whatever it is, we've made a daring decision and i am so proud with our relationship, To be able to sustain till now and i hope we will manage till the end of our life being together. There's nothing much i wanna do,  besides sharing our happiness and sadness and problems and everything else together (I still wanna fly though).

Come what may and insyaAllah we will pull it through together. This will be a new phase for us and no more boyfriend/girlfriend definitely. No matter how long it takes to be legal for each other, we'll wait patiently and work hard to achieve both of our dreams. After all, this will be a challenge for us and if we able to go through this phase than with god's will, we will be able to pull through whatever may come after.

I am so so excited right now! Can't wait for the day to come but i definitely will wait for it patiently. Too much work need to be done now. And i'm so thankful for my mother in helping me so much and my father too for supporting us. Feel so so blessed, really! I can't say that enough and i can't stop saying bersyukur to Allah for what he have given me. I am truly really honestly contented! (;

And I finally unprivatised OUR blog. It's meant for us to remember and cherish each memories so i kinda blogged about it. But now that we're taking one step forward, i just wanna share our experiences with those people who will be going through the same phase sooner or later and that is through blogging. You can feel free to approach me or comment to know our link (:

Till here guys, will be updating more often.

Ps: RINGS.... CHECKED! :P <3

Pps: Sorry to those who didn't get the invitation cause it's meant for close friends and relatives. So no hard feeling alright, InsyaAllah if we tie the knot than we will definitely invite ALL our FRIENDS! :D

 

Hugs n Kisses, NE.

 

 

Is it too early for a birthday wish? Well, i wish to get this Pink Nikon DSLR! Pink have been my everlasting love and I really want this! Hopefully, my love will buy this for me. Heee! ;P

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Hi beautiful people of the world! I know I haven't been updating regularly but guess what, I'm having the time of my life so I kinda totally forgot about this blog. Well, from now on I hope to update my onsugar and private blog regularly. So many many things have been going on in my life but not so many changes as of last time beside, gaining and loosing weight and then gaining back all the fats! Hahaha! And also doing some future planning and job hunting!

I hope to get a good and stable job by end of April and that July will be a suprising month for me,him and all of us.  InsyaAllah everything will go smoothly and looking forward to it definitely. I wish we will be receiving good news from now onwards and that the Man Above will fulfill all our wishes (:

On the other side of the story, I Can't wait for graduation ceremony!! Can't wait to receive my certificate and then start looking for a job with good salary. As of now, I'm enjoying my life to the fullest. Holiday in KL and will be going to Indo for two weeks before I finally go back to SG for grad ceremony and start working.

Till here ya'll! Will be updating again soon! ;P

 

I am glad that i'm back onsugaring again after one month plus missing in action. I just couldn't find time to switch on the laptop and rant anymore. First and foremost, i would like to congratulate my sister (Bf's sis actually) and her husband for finally being a married couple. It have been awesome to be part of the event. Nothing means more than seeing this two lovebirds smiling away on the auspicious day.

I'm actually really anticipating for the year 2012. So much to look forward too. So much planning to do and most importantly, i'm feeling the heat right now. Everything is moving so fast! But still whatever things we plan/decide, if god's willing it will happen. For now, just wanna be positive with the outcomes and pray that every single thing we do will be smooth sailing. Insyallah.

In one month time or less, i will be ending my attachment and after that only god knows what i'm gonna do. I'll try my best to apply for different kind of jobs that i'm interested but i still leave it to fate. If i meant to start my career in that particular job scope then with an open heart i will accept the offer. Wish me luck people?

Everybody is talking about doomsday in 2012 but i don't want to think about it. Seriously it will stop you from pursuing your dreams/goals and whatsnot. So dear readers, DO NOT think of it. It will come when the right time has come. Let us pray that the world is not going to end soon because there are so much for us to learn and experience first. Of cause i want to die happily married to the love of my life first and have lots  children of my own! HAHAHA! That's one of my goal in life. Teeeheee! ;P

I'll stop for now. Gotta have my beauty sleep! Nights ya'll!

 

xox Nurifa Elferra oxo