
I've decided to sleepover at my darling ugly god sister plus bff during the weekend. Just a quick destress from this busy packed schedule that i have in organizing and planning for my engagement in about one month time. Finally a quality time with her. Someone whom i can call my 'childhood' friend or is it 'teenagehood' friend? Whatever it is, I feel like i've shared most of my dreams, secrets and stories with her. The only person whom i really confide to. No matter how many friends i have, she's the one whom i always share with most.
It really feels good to get out and hang out with my old friend and just talk about things that we've dream of having when we're older. So fun reminiscing the good old times when we're fourteen. You know, talking about girls stuff pertaining to boyfriend, marriage, kids. Yes we talked about all that when we were just fourteen. And now we're already twenty two, living the life. Not exactly what we dreamed of but i am very sure we're pretty much blessed and contented with what we have now.
In about one month time, I'm getting engaged and when she keep saying that she couldn't believe it (neither could i) I realised how much we've grown. We've seen each other flaws, weakeness, strengths and everything else (not the censored part though, LOL!). We quarrel/fight/argue alot too but still we're so close like a real sibling.
No matter how big the steps we're taking, we always know that we have each other to go through it together. And i'm also very thankful for having such beautiful friend to go through this phase. While In the midst of preparing for my 'big day', I'm glad i did spend time with her and just talk about all kind of things.Yeah (:
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Pheww that's quite a touchy post right? Heee!
Right now, i'm blogging at this wee hour because in one day time (considering now is 15th) his family will be coming over to ask for my hand of marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am excited yet scared and nervous and all mixed feelings!! I mean it's really happening?! Oh gosh! I thought i'm gonna handle this very well but no! I'm freaking out! It's not only his parents will be coming but his grandparents and aunties/uncles too? I don't know how many people coming but I am damn sure my mother will ask me to be 'wanita melayu terakhir'! hahah! Must serve drink, food blablabla and one thing i'm scared off, i lost my balance and drop the tray or i'll shiver while carrying the tray! Oh man, wild imagination huh? ;p
Oh god, i hope things will turn out smoothly this Wednesday and also during the engagement ceremony. I know it's not wedding yet, i probably freak out like 10x worst than now if it were to be wedding ceremony! hahah! I bet some will think i'm exaggerating but really. This is my first and i really didn't know what to expect... seriously you guys.
*breathe in, breathe out and count to ten*
Phewww, i guess i shall head to bed now before i blabber the 'so tak perlu' things. Goodnight fellas (;
Xoxo, Nurifa Elferra

